March 2012
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My Worth
My problem with myself is that I personally believe that I do not have value on this planet. I’m just a speckle among many who had contributed much more to their surroundings than me whether it be entertainment, the work industry, or anything that had made a difference in their lives as well as the lives of others. I’m walking the Earth as if I actually have a purpose but who am I...
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There are days where I cannot express my thoughts...
durianseeds:
People were created to be loved. Things were created to be used. The reason why the world is in chaos is because things are being loved and people are being used.
“You feel empty. You dont quite know why. You feel a pit in your stomach, a...”
– Unknown
Make It Happen
You would have done that.
You could have done that.
You should have done that.
But you didn’t, did you? Why hide your self guilt for weeks, for months, for years? Take one risk — maybe two. Take it again and again until you let the world recognize your desires. Let everyone know that your capabilities exceed the ignorance of your friends, of your family, who labeled you as someone...
It's hard to imagine that one day,
staypozitive:
I won’t go to school anymore but I’ll be heading to work.
I’ll be living on my own or with friends instead of with my parents.
I won’t have to ask for rides anymore because I can drive where ever I want.
I’ll be waking up to a special someone next to me.
I’ll have kids running around the house.
If you’re a “nice guy” to a girl up until you realize she doesn’t want to date you, then go on about how she’s a cold shrew that friendzoned you and how no girls date nice guys, like, nah mate, girls do date nice guys. You just aren’t a nice guy. You’re a passive aggressive beta with internalized misogyny and a serious victim complex.
February 2012
meatmodel:
my talents include bullshitting essays at 12am
I don’t want to break your heart, I just want to give your heart a break. I’ve been hurt before, and I know you’ve been hurt before. I’m not trying to hurt you, I just want to give you a break from the people you usually fall for and show you what real love is like.
Trusting you is my decision. Proving me right is...
“You’re amazing, you know that? You see me breaking, falling apart, so full of...”
– (via wordsandlyrics)
Those Types of People
I would rather talk to the lonely boy who sat in the corner every lunch with tears in his eyes, with his head pressed against his arms and with his lunch untouched and hidden in his backpack. His thoughts remained inside his mind, unexpressed through words, for he was declined companionship — “friend”, to him, was a word of wishful thinking. And every day was a struggle to create...
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I wish life came with a manual.
Less alcohol, more tea. Less meat, more veggies. Less sugar, more fruits. Less TV, more reading. Less words, more action. Less greed, more giving. Less worry, more sleep. Less driving, more walking. Less anger, more laughter. Less is more. Too much of a good thing, is never a good thing.
Intelligence is so attractive.
thisisnotkwistal:
There are certain people who come into your life, and leave a mark. Their place in your heart is tender; a bruise of longing, a pulse of unfinished business. Just hearing their names pushes and pulls at you in a hundred ways, and when you try to define those hundred ways, describe them even to yourself, words are useless.
Do whatever you want.
Just don’t forget me when I need you after hitting rock bottom.
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Feeling Bad
“Why couldn’t I have done this? Why couldn’t I have done that?”
I have a habit of feeling bad for everything unfortunate that had happened to anyone and anything. I don’t know why but I always feel like I’m part of the fault. I would rather blame myself than to have my friend blame himself/herself so, as a reaction, I would normally tell my friend that...
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californiannn:
If you think getting accepted to SJSU is a joke, then you really don’t have that much respect for yourself. I don’t give a damn if you’re a 5.99 GPA student and applied to like Harvard, Stanford, etc etc etc etc. You obviously do not respect others. No, SJSU isn’t a school for dumb people. No, DeAnza isn’t for dumb people. College is for those who try and want to...
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Anonymous asked: you're with someone?
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Today
Tutoring my booboo Calculus at the mall’s food court (because we were hungry) had made me realize how much I miss math. It’s been about 10-11 months since I’ve solved any equations or fussed over graphing and, even though Calculus can be frustrating, I had learned to love it. I miss those long nights when I stayed up with my cheating math buddies helping each other and typing...
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I Love You - Mindless Behavior
Late Night Thoughts.
wongnumber:
You think about your day. Yesterday. How tomorrow will be. Your future. Your past. Your mistakes and regrets. Your flaws. The heartbreaks, the pain you once felt. All these emotions that you thought you’d never experience again. It all comes back to you and it’s nights like these where you can’t sleep, and re-experience the stress and the pain once more.
I need to stop checking up on you and then beating myself up for whatever I see.
Music spoke to me when I was neglected by everyone...
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the-incandescent:
When I was younger, I had such a brilliant dream of my future. I was going to become rich, successful, and famous. I would be a doctor and at the same time, an actress in Hollywood. I’d also marry an attractive guy and we’d get married at the garden beneath the Eiffel Tower and we’d live happily ever after. I would travel the entire world and when I was retired, I’d travel the...
saying “how can you be sad when people have it so much worse than you” is as ridiculous as “how can you be happy when people have it so much better than you”
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You get so much attention. It seems like everybody likes you. Why can’t my life be like that?
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STOP FEEDING ME.
I can’t believe that you’re purposely trying to make me fat.
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Becoming Me
I used to be ashamed of being too quiet and reserved. I used to feel envious of my friends when I saw how much fun they have had on their Facebook pictures and statuses. I rarely get invited to parties or social gatherings and, when I do, I would normally reject the invitations because I used to believe that I was a boring person who was incapable of having fun. But then I started to look at the...
I don't understand
tdeeszy:
how you can smile all day long, but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change, but the people in them do. How forever turns into a few short months, that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can’t let go of someone you thought you could live without. How people make promises, despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken.
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Someone had asked me:
“Is there any way to keep that honeymoon stage from going away (with friends and lovers)?”
My response: No, that’s one of those things that doesn’t last forever. The honeymoon stage should be temporary. But why wouldn’t you want to move on? What comes after that stage will actually be the phase that will make you the happiest because, even though you might not see...
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This is why I don't take naps.
expectations: I'm just going to take a quick power nap and I'll wake up refreshed and energized
reality: passed out cold for five hours solid, wake up not knowing what day it is or what the last meal you ate was
Don't ruin today by remembering yesterday.
